December 2010
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2010.
I experienced a lot of personal growth in the past year. I learned how to weed out the weak from the strong. And learned to realize who the people who truly care about me are. I hope that those who are meant to be by my side don’t leave, and I hope that those who left, realize how much they have lost. I accomplished so much personally, academically and professionally and I am truly...
Dec 31st
2010.
I experienced a lot of personal growth in the past year. I learned how to weed out the weak from the strong. And learned to realize who the people who truly care about me are. I hope that those who are meant to be by my side don’t leave, and I hope that those who left, realize how much they have lost. I accomplished so much personally, academically and professionally and I am truly...
Dec 31st
Your happiness.
                           When we are young we don’t get hurt as often. Want to know why? Because we have yet to discover how difficult life is, and how evil minded some people can be. Children find the beauty and amusement in everything. In the flight of a bird, in the beautiful yellow tint of a flower that people like us pass by every day without noticing. Their laughter brings warmth to...
Dec 28th
“Back when I was a child.  Before life removed all the innocence.  My father would lift me high And dance with my mother and me and then Spin me around till I fell asleep.  Then up the stairs he would carry me And I knew for sure I was loved.    If I could get another chance Another walk, another dance with him.  I’d play a song that would never, ever end.  How I’d love, love, love to...
Dec 26th
My missing piece.
There was always something missing in my life. A void nothing could ever fulfill. No matter how much the people around me tried, nothing sufficed. The emptiness I felt was unconquerable. But after these past few days I feel as if my heart is at peace. Life has a way of knowing exactly what one needs to survive. Having my father around would have made life easier, but I sure as hell will not be the...
Dec 26th
I have everything I need in the world.  A perfect family that loves me and cares for me.  But not only one, I have plenty. I have one at home, and back where I was born.  They all love me just the same.  Some may know me more than others, but I find a  piece of me in every one of them.  I wish I could put it all together now. So we could all live in perfect bliss, and for once in all my...
Dec 26th
“I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling...”
– A little cliche but absolutely beautiful -The Notebook
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
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The sorrows and regrets that we feel in our hearts and try so hard to hide, are often shared with more people than we think. Open up, let them out, set them free. You never know where you could find relief, and save yourself the grief of having all your sorrows contained within. 
Dec 26th
“Ignorance is not bliss. It is ignorance.””
– Journalism professor. Fall 2010.
Dec 21st
Perfection.
I’m perfect in my every imperfection. My every flaw. My every wound. My every scar. My every wrinkle. My every birthmark, my every freckle. I’m perfect in my thick thighs and my not so thin waist. I’m perfect in the way my hair curls when I want it to be straight, and it the way it falls flat when I want some waves. I’m perfect in the way the world sees me, I’m...
Dec 21st
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My new way of life.
sofiemeanswisdom: be there for those who are always there for you. give them hugs and kisses and presents and phone calls and respect and time. be the best you you can be to them, because they deserve it. disregard those who aren’t there. it doesn’t matter if you wish they were there. they never were, never will be. they aren’t worth your time.
Dec 20th
My father..
As the hours start dwindling down, and it’s almost time to board the plane, my heart is beginning to shake, my body is beginning to feel tense. It’s been quite a while since I felt this way. There’s actually only been a few times in my 20 years that I’ve had to feel this kind of angst. The first was when I was just a young girl of 8 and it was once again time for be to get...
Dec 20th
Your Life.
Welcome a smile with laughter, A handshake with a hug, A hug with a kiss. If it rains don’t worry about your hair, Don’t worry about your new shoes. Throw your hands up in the air, Run to the middle of an empty street And do your favorite dance. When you feel tears coming, do your best To run to your closest friend and have them Scare the tears away. If you feel lost, pretend you...
Dec 19th
Your Life.
Welcome a smile with laughter, A handshake with a hug, A hug with a kiss. If it rains don’t worry about your hair, Don’t worry about your new shoes. Throw your hands up in the air, Run to the middle of an empty street And do your favorite dance. When you feel tears coming, do your best To run to your closest friend and have them Scare the tears away. If you feel lost, pretend you...
Dec 19th
Freedom of expression.
So I decided to change my URL last night. I did that because apparently people come to my page to view my work frequently, and now pretend to know my life based on what I write. I mean my blog is listed as ‘Creative Writing,’ but I guess most of what I write is based on personal feelings/experiences or that of those around me, so I see where the problem lies. I made the mistake of...
Dec 19th
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Rihanna for Interview December 2010 by Mikael...
Not only is she beautiful, but the photography is exquisite.  Flawless.
Dec 19th
Couldn't have said it any better..
-eloquence: People always take the smallest things you do and turn it into some enormous assumption about you; then they want to go and attack you for it. Seriously, I I would hope that most of us can act more maturely about shit like this. But yeah, seriously;
Dec 19th
theadvertheretic-deactivated201 asked: Hi, I am Maheep! :)
May, I know your name?

And, I think that you look real pretty:D
Dec 19th
Freedom of expression.
Last night I changed my URL. I did that because apparently people come to my page to view my work frequently, and now pretend to know my life based on what I write. I mean my blog is listed as ‘Creative Writing,’ but I guess most of what I write is based on personal feelings/experiences or that of those around me, so I see where the problem lies. I made the mistake of posting my link...
Dec 19th
Dec 18th
20 things you wish you knew at your 20's →
Dec 18th
theadvertheretic-deactivated201 asked: Hi, I am Maheep! :)
May, I know your name?

And, I think that you look real pretty:D
Dec 17th
Tumblr Hustle
Every time I log into facebook now, I see a new person promoting their tumblr. At first I was a bit happy to see Tumblr expand and gain popularity but then I started to think. I thought, if any of these people decided to follow me, I would probably be livid and I would limit myself on what I post. The reason I decided to create a blog was to have my own little space to share my thoughts in without...
Dec 17th
At last!
In less than ten hours I will be school free for about a month and a half! I can’t even begin to describe how happy that makes me. This semester kicked my ass but I didn’t let it fully win! I studied as much as my procrastination allowed me to, and I hope to God that my teachers feel a bit sympathetic and throw me a bone. It’s weird to have to actually try in school now. I feel...
Dec 17th
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Favorite person.
And when the world is still And nothing surrounds you But silence. Who resides in your mind? The thought of whom brings Warmth to your being? When the world is chaotic, Where do you look for peace? When the world is cold, Who is the one to hold you In their arms All through the night? The person who loves you more Than anyone in this world. The person that sees a home in you. The one who...
Dec 17th
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Classic.
I’ll be seeing you In all the old familiar places That this heart of mine embraces All day through In that small café The park across the way The children’s carousel The chestnut tree The wishing well I’ll be seeing you In every lovely summer’s day In everything that’s light and gay I’ll always think of you that way I’ll find you in the morning sun And...
Dec 17th
“Every time I leave, I still look up to see if you’re watching.”
– My heart
Dec 17th
Words to live by.
the-white-walls: Just because a number changes on a calendar does not mean that your life will miraculously change. I would just like to remind everyone that you have to change for change to come into your life. Because, let’s face it, no matter what— if you continue doing the same shit you’re doing now, when January 1st, 2011 rolls around… Well, you’ll still be the same person as you were a day...
Dec 17th
I will make it one day, you’ll see. And regret is going to haunt you For every time you doubted me. For every ‘can’t’ you uttered my way, I’ll show you I could, and I did.
Dec 16th
My love..
Kick it with your friends Go out with other chicks Be all up in the mix You have the right to do it You want to be a pimp Be treated like a prince Go ahead and click the switch ‘Cause now you have your crown back. And now you’re going to miss my love.. -Ciara
Dec 16th
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Cramming for final exams never works for me. I don’t know why I insist on pretending that I work well under pressure when I absolutely don’t.  Two exams tomorrow, and I’m nowhere near prepared. 
Dec 15th
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Snow, snow let it fall. Let it cover up the floor.  Let it light up the whole world.
Dec 14th
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We sat there patiently playing on our phones, looking into the tunnel every now and then searching for a light. We were waiting for the train for about twenty minutes sitting on a cold wooden bench. I couldn’t recall the last time we spent this much time together and alone. I looked at her and she smiled the same warm smile that I spent years growing used to. I noticed things had changed...
Dec 13th
laterspacecowboy asked: Do you write everythinq you post up ?
If yes or no, i love it either way .
Dec 13th
laterspacecowboy asked: Do you write everythinq you post up ?
If yes or no, i love it either way .
Dec 13th
“Why do I feel so empty? I’m crying out for some stability Destroy my many insecurities I’m breaking down somebody pray for me Need a love like no other not an ordinary love Restore my joy, wisdom and courage  Lord I need your love I found a new love, I found new, found a new love I finally found it in God.” -D.C.
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
“Being miserable and admitting to it is better than to hide the truth of...”
– Nicky Darlin’ | 2010  (via romancerecycled)
Dec 13th
Love.
It’s so easy to say ‘I love you’  Too easy to find someone to say it to.  It’s so easy to feel comfortable with someone Extremely easy to have someone feel the same about you. There’s no effort required in achieving that. The effort lies in meaning the words ‘I love you’ The effort lies in finding someone who deserves you to say it to them. The...
Dec 13th
Seoulite.: Guys are assholes. If you argue with... →
Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed. If you’re quiet, you don’t care. If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don’t fuck him, you’re a…
Dec 13th
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Wishing for Your heart
The love you had in your eyes for me that night is gone, you look at me like I’m just anyone or as if you were staring at a blank wall. There’s no use for me being here anymore so this is goodbye.
Dec 11th
Wishing for Your heart
The love you had in your eyes for me that night is gone, you look at me like I’m just anyone or as if you were staring at a blank wall. There’s no use for me being here anymore so this is goodbye.
Dec 11th
Dec 11th
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Maybe it’s wrong to love you the way I do but I can’t help it. I don’t know how it is that I became so drawn to you and at times I don’t understand why it is that I can’t wean myself off of you. You’re a force of energy and I keep getting sucked into your power. You’re a ray of light that guides me through life and helps me see clearer. It’s not the...
Dec 10th
“And I would still cherish every moment, And when I start to build my future...”
– GCH
Dec 9th
Don't look back.
And they tell you and promise you how they’ll always be right there. Open your eyes girl, that was all fake! Can’t you see that it was something of yours they needed, and not really you at all? Now that they’ve found what they needed they don’t want you anymore. But you keep on moving hold your head up high and remember that you made them who they are and without you...
Dec 9th
Here.
That’s exactly what I needed, exactly what I wanted. Your touch, your love, brought me to a place I had never visited before. And here is where I want to stay.
Dec 9th
Ain't no party like a Nick Cannon Party, cuz a...
 Does anyone remember this?!
Dec 9th
Dec 8th
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