January 2011
144 posts
TO PEOPLE THAT FOLLOW ME FROM SCHOOL:
You are allowed to read my shit, but:
don’t speak of it at school or anywhere at all.
whatever’s on tumblr, stays on tumblr.
don’t ask me questions about who my posts are about.
don’t judge me from my posts.
don’t assume my posts are about you.
don’t assume my posts are towards a certain someone in particular.
in each post i make, i have my reasons that doesn’t concern you...
Sex sex sex sex. Again and again. Non-stop. Til the very end.
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“I’m too proud for love. But with eyes shut, it’s you I’m...”
– little bit (remix)
When all is quiet, my thoughts wander.
They travel to that little barricaded place inside my heart. My thoughts fight their way through that wall each time like little soldiers. Somehow they hold the key to open up the chained doors that protect it. The little soldier thoughts set my feelings free, contaminating my heart. Making me wish I wasn’t alive, just to avoid all the commotion...
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No love.
Why is it that we spend such a huge part of our lives attempting to find ‘true love.’ I don’t understand. We suffer so much through the journey, and sometimes it even destroys us as people. We search for it in as many people as we can. It causes fights, and it causes dishonesty between two people. We also realize just how disappointing human beings can be because of it. And...
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Love seeing people I know, succeed. →
Although he’s only 19, Kj Hamilton is a self-proclaimed revolutionary rapper, way ahead of his time. His determination proves that he’s heading to the top, with no intentions of stopping until he gets there.
Download his song ‘Love Leaves’ here!
walk.
The way you love me is so rare, so pure.The way you spend sleepless nights hoping to one day wake up next to me, is unheard of. You spend every single moment trying to make me have a change of heart. But I can’t do this. I can’t force this. Love can’t be forced. If my heart’s saying no, then the rest of me has to agree. I know this is hurting you, but it would hurt less if...
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Promises.
He goes out of his way to make up for what he’s done. Begging for forgiveness. Since he lacks true emotion, he does what any desperate man would do. Buys the flowers, the chocolate, the bears, and maybe even some jewelry-depending how wrong what he did was.
But all of these things could be gifted to a girl, and she could just as easily toss them to the side. It might move her, but it...
Like the rain
hand in hand
we walked down the alley ways.
not scared.
never afraid.
you were mine.
and you loved me like kids love the sun.
like the grass loves the rain.
but when the storm came.
and our love was up in the air.
neither one of us caught it
and like a fragile snow globe
it hit the ground
and split into a million pieces
leaking out every feeling that
ever...
Pain.
You’re happy for me you say. But how could you be? I’m happy for you too in a way, but I much rather see you the way you were during the days when our hearts where one, sharing the same rhythm, beating on the same note. You see no matter what you say, or how much you try to hide what you feel I know the truth. You don’t want to hurt me, so you leave. The thing that you...
“I just bought real estate in your mind.”
– de la vega - Google Search
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Rihanna's Text-capades!
New photographs have been leaked of R&B singer, Rihanna. After nasty break up with Chris Brown, she reportedly dated a popular athlete who then released these private photos of her to his friends.
I hope that girls learn their lesson, once you hit send, you’ll never get that picture back under your possession again.
Click here to see the pictures. NSFW.
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Regret.
You promised me all the wonders of the world that so many girls search for. You gave me all of your love and honesty. If something bothered me, you wouldn’t think twice about changing it. You would have placed me above all things.
I didn’t appreciate you or any of your promises. So I went ahead and did the wrong thing.
Here I am, without you, and without any of the things I know I...
Disgusted.
I’ve created a monster. Despicable rudeness and disrespect, those are some of your better traits. Arrogant, dishonest, and a fool, those are the words that fit you best. I created this. I fed your ego for way too long, and now it’s time for me to pay the price for all the broken hearts I caused while I was by your side.
Sometimes you just have to know when to let go.
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Two of my favorite people
Guilt.
You expected me to wait, didn’t you? You only needed time apart to make things right for me and for yourself. But look what I’ve done. I let you go, and it didn’t even take me that long. You would have returned to me, and everything would have been great. You would have came back to me when you were good and ready to be mine. But I’ve messed up any chance of that happening....
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Baby tell me how you feel They say real girls ain’t never perfect, perfect girls ain’t real I’d I agree, but I guess we’ll just wait and see Because I swear you act like perfect is the only way to be Nothing matters except for you, don’t let no one out here blind you Don’t remember why you love me, please allow me to remind you And I know you left me once, but I came right back to find you Even...
Just go.
No need in prolonging the inevitable. There’s no desire in you to stay here with me. I didn’t expect you to stay though, that’s just the way it is. It’s such a routine now to have to see people walk up and leave. You won’t be the first or the only. You won’t be the first I miss. But the silence between us is killing me, and I much rather see you leave.
“When you lose a lot, maybe that’s life’s way of making room for...”
– One life to live.
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Get Too Comfortable..
You know what I hate?
I hate it when I get too attached to someone, when I get too used to them being a part of my daily routine, used to texting them throughout the day, phone with them at night & see them often & then when something happens & it ends, It’s hard ‘cause now I gotta re-adjust to not talking & seeing them, anymore & I gotta start the same cycle over with...
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My President has swag.
And I know that you know that you love me. Ain't...
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Take your time
You’re running. You’re late to work. You knew those extra ten minutes you laid in bed were going to hurt you. You regret it. But there’s nothing you can do. You didn’t brush your hair, didn’t eat a thing. But that doesn’t matter because the only thing you have in mind is getting to work on time. You run to the bus stop, you see the bus on the horizon. Everything...
There’s only so much I can do to feel alive right now. I can’t look into your eyes, because all I see are insecurities and I can’t look forward to our future anymore, as the horizon is now a blur. I can’t bury myself deep in your arms, because I no longer find the comfort I once felt there. I can’t escape by kissing you lips, because I just don’t feel anything.
It always gets worse before it gets better.
Right?
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“One day at a time-this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for...”
Hey guys.
So as I was flipping through my posts, I realized that I don’t really have a set topic. All in all, my posts are about the way I feel and mainly expressing my emotions in the way I want to, and hopefully encouraging you all to do what ever it is you hold dear to your heart. You have one life to love, hate, work, not work, party, stay home, sleep, etc, it’s your life, regardless of...
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Stupid girl
She threw away what meant the most to her. She let it go for all the gold in the world. Now she has her gold, but she doesn’t have the world.
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Young Chemistry.
You can’t force chemistry. No I’m not talking about that ever so difficult Science class you’re forced to take in High School in order to graduate. I’m talking about the fireworks in the sky, butterflies flapping their wings, your heart beating at the speed of a hummingbird’s wings. You breathe in and you can hear your heart pounding in your chest and all the blood of...
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Isn’t it wonderful to have someone who understands and talking to them makes you feel completely at ease with yourself, your feelings, and with the world? That’s the kind of person you need in your life to be complete. No matter who this person is, don’t be the dumb type that lets someone who means so much, go.
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Enough.
I’ve given so much of me to this love. I’ve lost so much of me to you. I’ve dedicated every bit of my soul for someone that was never truly mine. And I’ve given up on my dreams so you can follow your own. Where do I draw the line? Where do I stop denying all the things that make me smile, just to have your love? Is it even worth it at all to turn my back on people and...
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I wonder.
I wonder if you think of me the way I think of you.
I wonder if you sit there and wonder what’s become of my life, the way I wonder about you.
I wonder if you ever reminisce on the moment we said goodbye the way I often do.
I wonder if you think of the tears trickling down my cheek.
I wonder if you noticed how many tears and sobs I was holding back as you walked out of my life.
I...
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“I hate calling the women bitches, but the bitches love it.”
– Paris Morton Music
Keep thinking I’m all right.
That’s exactly what I want.
Then you won’t have the time
To notice my plan To leave
until you see me
walk out the door.
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“Was there when nobody else was; and I’m going to be there when nobody else...”
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Puzzle.
She stays even though she doesn’t want to and knows this is not where she belongs. She knows he’s supposed to be the missing piece to her puzzle but for some reason his pieces are not fitting where they’re meant to go. She tries and tries to convince herself but there’s no denying that her heart is cold, and bereft of any love. Love is thought to be something difficult and...
“You always hurt the ones you love. You always take the sweetest rose and crush...”
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AMBER ROSE.
Pretending.
You think I care but truth is I’m starting not to give a damn. You’re just seeking attention but I assure you you will not receive it from me. I’m done listening to all your cries for pity. I’m done with you seeking sympathy from anyone you come across. Accept your mistakes. Make them your own. And stop pretending the world is against you, when it’s truly not.
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My dreams.
What exactly are my dreams? They are becoming even more and more faded with the passing of the seasons. And the love and passion I once held for them in my heart are slowly dwindling leaving me bereft of something to look forward to. The days of me dedicating one hundred percent are becoming vague within my memories. I need to find something to hold onto. A type of dream, or hope, or wish or maybe...
Pretending.
You think I care but truth is I’m starting not to give a damn. You’re just seeking attention but I assure you you will not receive it from me. I’m done listening to all your cries for pity. I’m done with you seeking sympathy from anyone you come across. Accept your mistakes. Make them your own. And stop pretending the world is against you, when it’s truly not.
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Gluttony
What to do when there’s a lot on your plate?
Do you eat it all up, or throw it on the ground for the house dog to clean up?
I’ve taken on so many responsibilities.
Maybe this is too much for me to handle right now.
Maybe for once my plate is too full.
What if I can’t perform to the best of my abilities?
What if I let someone down?
Is it better to step down from some...
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Woman.
When you look at her, you never see defeat. She doesn’t pay any attention to what people say. If she’s alone she’s just as comfortable as when a whole army is standing behind her. When things seem difficult she won’t dare back down, that’s just not who she is. She holds her head up high, eyes set on her goals. She shows no fear, she feels no fear. She knows that no...
Mi idioma.
La felicidad esta dentro de ti. Pero si no la encuentras, el mundo nunca tendra sentido, y no tendras un rumbo fijo en tu vida.
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Something I must work on.